If its the right thing to do then why does it feel so lonely and shitty and why does it feel like a bad idea? I should be happy to close this chapter of my life but I'm not sure how to feel. I just wanted you to fight for me but I'm sure that was too much to ask for. I've waited for you for too long. At the end of the day I want you to be happy but not at the expense of me watching you care about someone else. You deserve to be happy but I'm too jealous to watch. I wish you the best and pray this was the right way to go.